All human beings are born free and equal in dignity and rights. They are
endowed with reason and conscience and should act towards one another in a
spirit of brotherhood.
-Article 1 of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights
Talking is one of the creaive arts, for by it build up things that
you have, until talked about, no existence, such as scandals, secrets, quarrels, literary,
and artistic standards... about all kinds of view about persons and things.
-Lord Chesterfield
Life is a WARFARE: a warfare between two standards: the standard of Christ and the
standard of Satan. It is a warfare older than the world, for it began with the revolt
of the angels. It is a warfare wide as the world; it rages in every nation, every
city, in the heart of every man.
-The Two Standards, Fr. Horacio dela Costa SJ
He who knows not and knows not that he knows not is a fool- avoid him!
He who knows and knows not that he knows is asleep- wake him!
He who knows not and knows that he knows not wants beating- beat him!
But he who knows and knows that he knows is a wise man- know him
-Proverb
Happiness is only a flitting moment of ecstatic delight that melts in a tear of joy
and then flows in a second to mix with another tear of sorrow
-Rivera
Deprive a man of his dignity and you not only deprive him of his moral strength
but you also make him useless.
-Rizal
Who I wanted to Meet? :
I am willing to meet anyone as long as they are unique, nice and with sense of humor....
The world orbits around me, and it is my reponsibility to
equally distribute the love & attention to deserving people
that follow and obey me. For the mean time, i just wanna have fun. :)
wtf! why am i getting jealous over something that is not right? sh*t! Suppose to be i should be happy for the two of you! God!!! Why am i getting head over heels for you? man!!! why am i feeling like this?! You're killing me. Slowly, inch by inch. God!!! I thought everything was very fine then until one day i woke up thinking everything is still ok but so sad it's not. Don't worry, I have this "little" optimism. I'll try to understand everything. I'm a happy person. Loneliness has no place inside my heart esp. when I'm with people that are very close to my heart. I'm a stage actor here. Remember? I know where to place myself i know when and when not to bring my problems. I know that doing something that will lead me to eternal life will not solve my problem(s). I just hate the time when I do nothing. My mind is free and you fill those empty spaces which makes me feel I'm too immature. Have i been that bad? All this years, all this time, I was fooled by so much illusion. I've been so idealistic and not realistic. I have accepted the whole you. so fool am i! I'm the BIG loser again. Haha. Here i am gain. Laughing with all this things which makes me think I'm really insane. Freaky insanity leads me to nowhere. Gotta keep myself busy now. Thank God for all the hectic schedule. Keep me more busy. Give me a 24-hour sched. Don't ever let me sleep for in my dreams, an empty sheet of my mind is filled again. God, I'm dying!!!! waaahhhhh!!!!
You truly never fail to amaze me. and captivate my heart in admiration. I love the profoundity of your face as it went blank. I love the way a small light flicker in your eyes for it reflects the inner you. I love the gracefullness of your moves for you're far more attractive than a fine leaf blown by a mild zephyr. I love your gait as if you're dancing in finest tune. I love your smiles for it bring too much joy in my heart. I love the way you emancipate your guffaws that make my day. I love the way you talk and your guts to open up your ideas. I love the way your skin turns rouge when striked by sun rays. Odd, but i love the way you sweat. I love the droplet of your sweat glides from your forehead to the bottom of your "perfectly" curved chin. I LOVE THE WAY YOU REGISTER IN MY EYES, for you meet my visions perfectly. I love your levity, your natural tendency to ease up things. I love the way you carry the whole you; so confident, full of esteem. I LOVE EVERY INCH OF YOU. No details of you can escape my eyes...
Today is a very special day for Filipino's like me. Today, we celebrate the 108th Anniversary of Philippine Independence marked this 2006 o' June 12, the year of the Lord. In behalf with this celebration, three of my dearest lovely girls also celebrate their birthday. The first one is Ms. Karen Kate Galman, a very good friend in college. Next one is also a good friend, Ms. Mary Pauline Musca. Of course, definitely the last one, one of the best buddies I have, a friend back then in high school years, Ms. Ma. Antonette J. Roberto. With this 3 lovely ladies, I wish you all good health, nice boyfriend lah (haha), a more sweeter family with raining blessings, a righteous wisdom which can lead you to the right path plus having good grades in academics. May God bestow raining blessings to the three of you. for sure, He will.
But hey, since today is a very special day to all Filipinos, let us all celebrate the true Filipino spirit. Not only in words but in action. "Sa isip, sa salita at sa gawa". Long live Philippines!
I just got something to represent jealousy. Very simple. Sibling rivalry. But you know, the same thing also happens when it comes to LOVE. We just don't know too that it's also as simple as that. We are just being closed-minded and immature. Let's not deny that fact.
Sometimes i think there's a monster living within me, just waiting. Waiting for the chance to take hold of my day and wreak havoc at my attempts at order and serenity. often, i can feel the monster within rise above me, take hold my sanity, and rampage through my day. Call it a jealous tantrum, having a bad mood, an emotional state, a streak of insanity. All I can say is that sometimes I don't know where all my jealous comes from and what it makes me capable of doing.
Unfortunately, constantly ignoring ones's emotion will only make the temper outbursts more violent. I, even you don't really have to verbalize the emotions to the people around us. What is important is that we know how we feel. Sometimes though, we need to release our jealous, anger and frustration.
the excerpts: How to get spectacular grades in school
This article wasn't my idea actually. Here are just realizations of what's the best way to get good grades and how to have a full long-term memory rather than having a sensory motor or short-term memory. Advices are made by our very own writer from the Philippines, Ms. Jessica Zafra. Ewan ko ba kung natagpuan nya na ang tinitibok ng puso nya. haha. what i know is that matalino siya. start na tayo? Ok, ganito yan, to others, nagsisimula na ang kalbaryo ng buhay eskwela, to others sa june 13 pa. sa iba naman ewan ko. Since school year 2006-2007 has already begun, pressure to many students also come along. Hectic schedules, a lot of assignments, stupid projects and all causes insanity that ithers just freak then shout loudly to the class: "Ayaw ko na!!! I drop this subject! I can't stand you anymore!!!" In that case you will all need this good tips given by her.
UNCUT VERSION (no add-ons)
"How to get ridicoulously good grades in school and move on to a glorious career."
1. Bear in mind that school is easy. The brain is a powerful instrument, and your memory has a storage capacity which if maximized, would put Bill Gates out of business. only 10% of our brain is utilized during our lifetimes. What about the other 90%? It just sits there, gathering cobwebs, waiting to win the Nobel Prize in Physics if only its owner would remember to turn it on. Corollarily - look up the word, it comes in handy in Algebra - if you decide this early in life that you are stupid, congratilations, you will be stupid. School is easy; it's what comes after school that's difficult.
2. If you listen very carefully during class, if you concentrate on the lesson, if you focus very hard, you won't have to do much studying outside of class. You will have more time to read the stuff you really like, or watch movies, or play tennis. When i was in school, people had the impression that i spent all my time studying. This is blatantly untrue. I did not study. I did my homework while waiting for the schoolbus (sometimes on the schoolbus). I read a lot, but not textbooks. Hello, why would I be reading textbooks. I read, Nancy Drew, Star Trek books and the entire Martian series by Edgar Rice Burroighs. Books I wanted to read.
3. Always take notes during class. That's NOTES, not dictation. It is not necessary to write down every word your teacher utters. If you so that, I will laugh at you. True, the opinion of others should not be a primary influence on your behavior, but amniacal cackling in your ears is hard to ignore. Only write down key words, words which trigger your memory. i believe that when you write a word, and you see it in your own handwriting, it becomes more real, more tactile, and therefore easier to remember.
4. This is how to study for an exam. Read the aforementioned notes, and the textbooks three times. Then put away your books and do something entirely different. Watch videos or cross stitch or something. This will give part of your brain the handles classwork time to absorb all that information. Meanwhile, while you are doing things totally unrelated to schoolwork, you exercise the other parts of your brain. All parts must be used in order to keep this comples apparatus functioning properly. I strongly advice you not to lock yourself in a room for days and attempt to digest entire textbooks. Your memory may crash at the most inconvenient time, i.e., during the exam you worked hard to prepare for.
5. USE EVERYTHING AS AN EXCUSE to get into new field of knowledge. For instance I am a fan of the Croatian tennis player Goran Ivanisevic, so I became curious about his country. I wanted to know where it was, what the people were like, and whether they looked like him. I look up Croatia and found myself reading about the history of Yugoslavia, the complexities of Balkan politics, and the war in Bosnia. That's a lot of information, considering i was just curious about a good-looking guy with a monster serve. Proof that it is impossible to be ga-ga over a famous cute person and not lose IQ points
6. It is not necessary to demonstrate how smart you are. It's annoying. School is not a quiz show where you have to beat your opponent to the buzzer. Do you have classmates who raise their hands even before the teacher has finished asking the question? The ones who sit on the edge of their seats, frothing at the mouth to show off, and sucking up to the teacher? Don't be like that. A truly smart person is secure in the knowledge that she IS smart; she doesn't need other people to confirm it.
7. The internet is a terrifis source of information, but most of this information is unverified. Remember the Rodenberry (dead guy who created the Star Trek) dictum: 99% of everything is junk. Unless the website is maintained by an academic institution, do not use it as a primary source for your research papers.
8. You have to read a science-fiction in order to exercise your imagination and open your mind to possibility. Much of what was considered science-fiction a few decades ago is scientific fact today. Many common objects were actually inspired by science-fiction. if you think science-fiction is all scary aliens and rayguns, you're a bigot.
The minute you leave this room, pick up a copy of The Once and Future King by T.H. White, The Lord of the Rings by J.R.R. Tolkien, or Dune by Frank Herbert. Read it from beginning to end. Don't ask why, just trust me and read it. No, the movie version will not do. The movie version is always inferior to the book, because it is the filmmakers' interpretation of the text, and not your own
9. When people call you Nerd or Geek, it's an acknowledgement that you make them feel inferior and stupid. However, it may be a good time to assess your wardrobe.
10. Find out what irony is. Use it.
Acknowledgement and apology to Ms. Jessica Zafra
I deeply apologize for not informing you that i am going to post an uncut version of your tips but i thank you that you are able to impart your knowledge and ideas to all your avid readers of twisted series. Twisted series is a collection of her articles.
It's so happy and overwhelming to the heart that you are able to expand horizons. Of my 2 years of stay in college, i'm so glad i met this set of loyal and true people. with those years, we all worked hand in hand to make each other's life more easier to be carried on. high school is indeed really different from college life. months ago, i asked an old friend to differentiate the two. She said: "i actually don't know. i cry of different things. in my high school years, i cry because of friends. now that i'm in college, i cry because of love. but anyway, i love both." I agree with this great buddy of mine. teka, nalalayo tayo. lets go back to this set of new friends. i am luck enough to find them. my self-esteem were developed that's why now, i'm a strange wacky person. they also helped me in boosting my self confidence. ngayon, medyo malakas lakas na ang kumpiyansa ko sa sarili ko. nakarecover na uli ako sa pagbagsak ko dati. haha. None of them left me behind. sa kanila ko naramdaman/nakita na whatever happens, dito lang kami beside you. in good times or in bad times. i'm so pleasured enough to be with them.
The Weird Thing
Maybe it's about time to tell you guys who I really wanted to me. To many people I'm so mysterious for they really can't define me. i accept changes and anything that is not supposed to be accepted with open arms. I know in the end it's me who'll suffer. in the end i know it's me who'll have to take the consequences the world has to give. there's always this strange thing that even me can't explain. I'm happy to be a nursing student from the school of free for not taking the forced course, i will not be able to meet those good friends of mine above. The attention span changes one's personality and character so as to me. In the morning, I want to be a mathematician though i'm not really so good at it. hehe. even if it's my highest grade during my high school years. i'm not that active enough but i know my dream of living with numbers will lead me to something i know that is productive. in the afternoon, i want to be a philosopher. i also want to discuss social events during this span of time but discussing those is just a part of my dream to be a philosopher. i wish to get a degree in philosophy at the seminary before i get married and have my lovely daughter and son. though i know that i have this good perception and view in life, i believe my view will be better and by expanding horizons, i'll be able to know myself first. in the evening, i want to perform on stage. i want to continue my career as an stage actor. whooosh! i got awards and do perform major roles before but so sad that only some seems to appreciate my only(?) talent. anyway, i know i can't please everybody. acting on stage play is my passion and that's the kind of living i want to have by night. Now, here's the conflict, I'm a student nurse at night. haha. Now, i am enjoying what's not suppose to be mine. everytime i pray to the one who made it all, i always pray that i'll be able to save lives for that is our mission. for that is our goal. i always pray of the right path. now, i am saving two years of my future live to serve the massess for free. missionary nurse ba kung baga, haha. masaya yun sigurado. can't wait. pero hindi pa diyan nagtatapos ang mga pangarap ko sa buhay. mga around 11pm-1am gusto kong mging isang disc jock. dj ba. hehe i wish to be a counselor by those time. sharing the songs and all good advices to cure the heart and all. samantalng ako di ko matulungan ang sarili ko. kailangan ko pa magundergo ng counseling para magkaroon ng great realizations. Of course, like all i also want to sleep. rest muna tapos by 5-6am i want to be a writer. ung mga million dollar ideas ko nun talaga lumilitaw. Amazing! haha. that's the rotation that i want to happen in my life.
P.S.:
Syempre ang pagkain sa ilang oras na lang ng work and all.
Few people knows that. Now, i'm opening the door to all people especially my close friends na pinagtaguan ko ng mga gusto kong gawin sa buhay...
Pls do watch Calla Lily. Dun yan sa channel 2, Kapamilya. Support my cousin ha. That's Monday to Friday, 6.00 P.M. before T.V. Patrol World. Lam ko ilipat yan sa prime time bida. pagkatapos ng Pinoy Big Brother teen edition. ewan ko di pa ako sure jan. Kambal ang role nya jan. isang girlish and isang boyish. the scenes were taken in batanggas. Syempre sa Philippines. :)
Support nyo rin ang goin' bulilit. Every Sunday after The buzz. :)
start na tayo? Ok, ganito yan, to others, nagsisimula na ang kalbaryo ng buhay eskwela, to others sa june 13 pa. sa iba naman ewan ko. Since school year 2006-2007 has already begun, pressure to many students also come along. Hectic schedules, a lot of assignments, stupid projects and all causes insanity that ithers just freak then shout loudly to the class: "Ayaw ko na!!! I drop this subject! I can't stand you anymore!!!" In that case you will all need this good tips given by her.
