but before i start with the special entry, I would just like to thank all those people who really supported me  in last week's poll. haha. but actually, i really feel guilty for having the 2nd spot which is 20% of the total votes. guilty because i rarely write proper entries. Most of the time it's all about how i really feel that i guess changed your impression. and it's only me din who post entries once in a blue moon while most of them were able to create and make proper entries almost everyday. they are all talking with sense. with humor. their entries make most of the people laugh and continue reading. while mine is something very plain and usual. i have a lot of time at night to share stories of my life but i usually hesitate write and post it down. most of them are at the back of my notebook where they are left open-ended. what i know and what is in my mind is that i really don't deserve the spot. anyways, many people (especially those i meet everyday - my college friends) opened my mind to a lot of things. many of them gave me the right words when i really feel weak and alone. Recently, i've been so poetic that there are instances that i believe i already annoy and irritate someone. i really don't mean to say sorry but i wanted to apologize for all the frowning i've caused to your face.

I really wanted thank special people in my life. I will not talk about my family for i am always thankful that they are always there for me. twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week.  this time i will talk and share you some special people who i really treasure and helped me. First in my list is Ms. Jaymielee Grace Nieto who was able to make me smile. actually, i was touched when she told me that "ui nag-internet ako kagabi. 30 minutes lang. binoto kita (with a smile on face)." What makes it touching is that the day before that is that a thief had stolen her wallet and nothing was left in her pocket. not even a small bill to take her home. and another thing is that they don't have internet at home that she used to rent a pc per hour near their place to avail the use of it. it's so nice that she is there to support me in that friendly competition. It's not actually that thing. it's her being a really good friend. She has a very good heart. Next is Ms. Carolyn Mariano who now happens to be a very good friend of mine. we almost act the same in all kind of situations.  just got to know her  this semester (2006). personally, she really have a good attitude. dunno why we are same because i'm not a good one. haha. she is indeed one of the toughest person i knew. she always give me the right words which makes me feel happy and relieved with all the stress. We are both fan of Oasis. A while ago, just before i got home and create this entry, we were together because i was to lend her some printouts that some something to do with their case which happens to be my self-disease too - the cardiovascular disorders. After that, we watched Superman Returns. haha. 'twas a nice film. the people near our seats makes us laugh. got a beautiful lady at my side but didn't asked for her name. haha. i bought some black pens too because ma pen doesn't function good anymore. i spent a dollar and a half for two pens. it's a cheap one for two good pens. Calyn always supports me. she also made some campaigns to let her other friends that one of her friend needs help. haha. I wish to get to know her more. sometimes we go out too to take merienda. haha. But now, most of the time it's Ai. Ai, burger tayo, aight Carmel? haha. Third in my list is Ms. Karen Kate Galman who asked me last night about a lot 'a things. haha. that's when i proved to myself that she is indeed a blessing to all those who'll become her friend. Now she calls me Nube. I call her Matt then. haha. Do i have to explain why i call her Matt? haha. Never mind. She is concerned with all things especially when it comes to her friends. Academically, she's hella good too. It maybe because science plus nursing isn't just really my field. haha. yabang ku. haha. Anyways, i'm good naman in building therapeutic communication and interventions with my clients. but she's better. haha. she's good in both concepts and applications. me? it's only application lah. Haha, by the way, she also supports me when it comes to voting. she also keep me updated when it comes to standing. haha. Ok, let's now move to the last in my list, the one i consider as one of my best friends, Mr. Vanzon Dizon. a very nice person. he is one of the first few people who knew the real story behind what really happened. He has a lot of ideas in his mind so let him talk to know his brighter side. his ideas are great and can save the lives of many. haha. just got to know him more last April when the summer classes had opened. he wants to prove somethinfg to the world especially to his Father. that's what i remember when we made a short essay when we were in 1st year. when he started talking, i am sure you'll also listen too. because all of us stop our own businesses when he started talking because his logical ideas are amazing. haha, yeah. thanks man for supporting me too. haha.

The Special Entry

now, here's the special entry that i promised. i hope that i will be able to deliver this  good. I also hope that i will be able to make this pretty interesting. It is name "Special Entry" because two people requested to be introduced here. haha. I am actually planning to create an entry for this two good people in my life before they really asked for one. They don't want to feel like a stranger whenever they visit my blog that is why. haha. Are you now ready to meet them? Check this out!

Meet my kuya(brother), Mr. Landung Subiarto. This is very puzzling because he is not actually related to me even in blood line except for the fact that we are both son of God. I am a Filipino and he is Indonesian. I am a Christian and he is a Moslem. but even though, we used to understand each other. He is very gifted with wisdom. I remember a line from my kuya, "Remember kiddo, a good luck is no free. you have to worked hard for it." Another line is this one "Life is beautiful. there are bad things happening in life but you have to do the different thing. Learn to do good to others for that's what is right." we always talk about a lot a things and we enjoy spending hours together. haha. but in friendship, there will be some misunderstanding. just recently i disappointed him and i really feel bad about it. then when we talked again, we are trying to point out the same thing but it's just that i was not able tell my point exactly. it's my fault i know. haha. i want him to know that i really feel sorry about it. he also introduced me a lot a things. ei, by the end of August, it'll be a year since we first met. 'twas October 30 when i called him Kuya. haha. Got a sharp memory huh? haha, not really. His points are really good enough for the sake of the world. I admire his spirituality not as a Moslem but as a person. He always remember to thank the one up there and even with the busy schedule (FYI, he is an architect and the man behind wonderful designs of LGE), he stop doing those then give some time to meditate and talk to the one up there. He knows himself right that's why his decisions in life are leading him to the right path. a very good man with a very good heart. that's my kuya. wanna see him? get ready. fasten your sitbelts. :)

doesn't he look good as me? haha. but i guess i look better! XD

The last person that i will let you all know is Ms. ____________________

beautiful, isn't she? hands and lips off pls. lol. XD

hi! what an angelic face isn't it? d'ya know her? well, it's really my pleasure to introduce this very wonderful lady. This girl, one of the most important girl in my life is Ms. Grechelle Ann Silvestre. whew, i am so much speechless. dunno. i met her last october. dunno if it was 6th o' October when ma bestfriend asked me to join a cheezy clan. haha. i joined because the one invited me is ma bestfriend, but if now, definitely i'll refuse because i'm not into that. there are a lot a things to do better than that. Anyways, i call her Xandy. because that's how she introduced herself. She hiddenly call me cedric. haha. dunno. not sure. it's just my instinct feeling.didn't noticed her until the day of my birthday, 13th o' November. that's the time i really got to know her. she have a very good heart, indeed, she also makes me happy. she's so special that sometimes i got to talk to her even in the wee hours of the night. we got to talk about a lot a things until the 26th o' the same month when i first called her. didn't talk so much. i just found myself laughing for that single call. 3 months to go and it'll be a year since i met her. wow! thats cool! i always make her laugh, and cry i guess. dunno, sometimes i let myself so dumb especially when i don't wanna hurt the person. and she's one of those. you know, i am so mush in love with this girl that sometimes i really get jealous even if i know i don't have the reason. i know too that she'll go here to read this entry and also her friend.

it'll be a long year pa before i will decide to get married. probably 10 or more years before i face the woman i wish to marry. i wish to her with me in front of the altar. haha. it's with her if she can wait that long. haha. as if. i am just too immature to fit her. but you know guys, i am so happy happy i really met her. for now, i wanna make my parents smile and fulfill what they want for me then after that it's my time. i wish to do a lot a things. not for me, but for my motherland. that's the reason behind the 10 years or more. haha. for all the things that will come to me, i will always be thankful for i know that that's God's plan.

Phrase of the day:

"pls wait."